| ya how great...this freaking relationship stuff is running through my bloody brain the whole day like a roller coaster. this horendous world is reallyyyyyyyy freaking me out!!! why we have to make choices in life? nvm if the choices can make life easier, but wad if it make ppl life get more complicated and hurtful? =.= y?! y. cant i have both?! this feeling suck!! SUCK REALLY BAD! sry i don mean to use this bloody hell vulgarity but seriously there is no other word more suitable to describe my feeling now. everytime whenever i see/heard anything about one of u juz one of u!!! my heart sank really down maybe deeper thn the depth of the sea as it reminds me of the choices i had to make that might hurt one of u. i don't noe...i don't really mean it, it is not that wad it seems. miserable is that word to describe my life now. remembering the day we spent tgt crapping, having a heart to heart tok, have fun... it's no longer the same. i lost it all, ALL!! is there really no second chance? i donnoe... This few hours of reflection doesnt came out wif any perfect solution(oh! come on! ong mei cheng! wake up!!! u are living in this realistic world alright? perfection doesnt exist!!), at the end, choices still had to be make... this is wad i thought...my word of heart, friendship is all i really wanted...i willing to give it my all juz to this friendship that existed in this world which seems to be the most important and ridiculous thing i know on earth...everything can be regardless to me when friendship came to hand. Thnx *fill in the blank* i am grateful...u make me realise how much i love my dear friends...thnx really... this is neither a sad nor wonderful ending...it's juz an original fullstop that puts an end to my love life wif him... hope u see this post *fill in the blank* i think u should noe hu u're :) pls sms me if u seen it! juz to make sure u noe tt this post is mean for u, and ur reply. love ya! |
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